Trains, slides, & carousels.

This past weekend, we took advantage of the weather & visited a local park that I remembered from my childhood.  They closed it for renovations over the past few years & it is gorgeous, but much smaller than I remembered.  Isn’t it funny how things from childhood seemed larger than life, but then you revisit them as an adult & realize their true scale?  Funny how so much of life is like that.

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Harrison loves slides.  ”Baby ‘lide?” he asks on the regular, which means “Baby wants to slide” as he calls himself Baby.

Because we call him Baby & we never even realized it until he became our tiny human parrot.

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It was a little chilly that day, chillier than most of our winter weather this year.

I was thrilled to revisit the carousel, which I remembered so fondly as a little girl.  I love carousels & used to pretend to race the other children on my plastic horse.  Harrison wanted nothing to do with the moving ponies or even the huge giraffe that stood with no movement, so we sat on the benches.  I used to wonder who would choose a bench on a carousel, but now I know – mommas of irritable toddlers.

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The absolute highlight of the trip was the small train that circles the park.  For $1.00 each, we rode the train & listened to the whistle & Harrison was in toddler heaven.  His little eyes stayed lit up the entire ride.

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The rest of the day he made train sounds & repeatedly asked, “Bye-bye?  Choo-choo?” which meant that homeboy wanted to go back to the park with the train.  I have a feeling I’ll be hearing those questions without fail this week considering they were the first words out of his mouth on Monday morning.

It’s days like this that make my heart so happy & I think I might die for the love of my tiny family.

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All in a day’s work.

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I tell you what, this new gig of mine is really tough stuff.

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My new boss keeps a firm hand on quality of work around here.

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At least we get regular breaks for meals.

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& my coworker is totally hot.  I think I might have to seduce him in the copy laundry room.

Resolutions, three weeks late.

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 I look to 2012 & what I wish to accomplish, all I see is a desire to grow.  Personally, by selling our house & buying a new home where we can expand our family.  Creating a super-fun new series for everyone to laugh & be themselves.  Developing a new skill, maybe taking structured sewing lessons.  I’d like to take where I am now in life, push against the walls until my arms are shaking & my voice feels tired, but everything around me expands.

When I try to pin one word to 2012, I am suprised that my initial reaction is not “grow,” but HOW I wish to grow.  How I wish to expand & breathe deeply & where to exhale my heart.

PRETTY.

A surprising word to shape a year around, no?

I look to delight in life in 2012.  To soak in new books & pretty words, to paint walls & furniture.  To iron pretty shirts & wear red lipstick & take care of myself both inside & out.  For the home to be clean, but full of laughter & sunshine & Matchbox cars strewn across the floor.  To live the abundant life & a beautiful life, to feel worth of feeling pretty all around me.

I think “pretty” can be bone-deep joy & thankfulness.

The pretty found in the muck & trenches of life.  Seeking God, but feeding souls by passing bread rather than Bible quotes.  To let faith become a life-altering beat in my heart to where prayer is not whispered on knees, but servitude with dirty hands that scrub away years of doubting myself.

I’d like to put my heart back on my sleeve.

I’d like to share all of those things on here.

Do you have a word for the year?  Something to strive toward? 

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words to live by.

“I wouldn’t dream of working on something that didn’t make my gut rumble and my heart want to explode. “~ Kate Winslet

 

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A place to read books, watch cartoons, & command the legions.

Seriously?

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It’s a pimp chair for a toddler.

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