Mommas.

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Today, we dedicated our son to God.  Promising that we will do our best to show him Jesus, to raise him in a home that shows reverence to God, & to always say prayers before bed.  & remind him not to repeat the words we may utter under our breath at red lights.

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The Momma is so beautiful.  I love that she gave me her eyes so that I could pass them down to Harrison.

I’m so proud to call her mine.  & I know that she’s proud to call me hers.  I love you, Momma, for telling me that every day.  I love you for loving me when I am so broken, so imperfect, because in it, you show me how to be a mother.

I simply wish that her mother were here today.  I know she’d be so proud of The Momma.

& realized today that in an odd way, celebrating Mother’s Day is about celebrating the child.  Yes, I adored the earrings that Nate & Harrison gave me over coffee this morning, but I felt more like celebrating Harrison – the miracle he is, the person he makes me want to be, & the woman I am becoming as a mother.

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Mother’s Day.

I am a MOTHER.

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Some days, it hits me like a ton of bricks.

I never knew I could be this

strong.

Being a mother makes me feel

wiser, more compassionate, & open to life.

I have never hurt this badly.  I have never felt this inept.  I have never been this

resilient.

I love my husband even more.  Sometimes, I love myself even more.  Even in the darkest moments, I know that

I have never loved like this before.

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Happy Mother’s Day.

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