I think the hardest thing for me is looking at this picture & knowing that from the outside, it is perfection.  I know that’s why so many people in my life were shocked at the PPD diagnosis when it “seemed” that everything was flowing perfectly.  A beautiful baby.  A loving mother.

Who is absolutely quaking to the core of her being, knowing success means she faced the day & that little boy.  But she’s trying.  Really, really trying.