Nate & I have never been huge New Year’s Eve folks.  I have never been one to make resolutions, or feel the need to celebrate the turning of one day or year.  These days, I could not stay awake until midnight if someone paid me.  (okay, maybe if I was paid.  Pampers are expensive)  But as 2010 approaches, I felt tempted to do one of those oh-so-trendy 2009 Year in Review posts.

But then I realize that my life is pretty lame & y’all have been reading about it all year.  So in a short summary, I started off the year getting drunk as a way to cope with the miscarriage:

& that alcohol led to drunk sex, & then I ended up peeing on something that costs $20:

& as a direct result of both alcohol & the pee stick, I ended up looking like this the majority of the year.

But you already know that.

Looking back on a year ago, New Year’s Eve 2008…I was so profoundly heartbroken.  So miserable beyond explanation, so sad for a year that left me broken in numerous ways.  & now, I have everything I dreamed of, proof that a single year can change your life forever.   & for those that are left hurting over 2009 the way that I ached over 2008, I simply hope that 2010 brings a better year.

As far as resolutions, check back on Monday, January 4th as we start McFatty Monday & I begin my first New Year’s Resolution…well, ever.

HELLO, 2010!