I was pondering being sick now at 6dpo vs barfing at 7dpo with Harpie. & I know that should feel like a good sign, but it terrifies me. It will terrify me if all my pregnancy symptoms with the next babe (whether it be now or in a few cycles) are the same as they were with Harpie.
Because, you know, Harpie didn’t turn out that great. So I’m afraid a pregnancy with the same symptoms will have the same results.
On the other hand, Harpie was pretty kick-ass for 11 weeks, so I worry about NOT having the same symptoms.
Which all leads back to me being 60% elated & 40% terrified at the idea of being pregnant. Or is it 40% elated & 60% terrified?
