I know, I wasn’t going to update you. And don’t think that this is going to happen every time, it is simply that we woke up early so that I could test before Nate left, and now I am wide awake before 7am.

BFN this morning.

I know, it’s only CD 11. It’s not over until the Red Lady sings, but I still couldn’t help but feel a wee bit dissapointed, especially since I am already spotting this morning. Which is weird. I know every cycle is different, but this spotting thing is truly a new concept to my body.

My temp did jump up 0.02, so at least it’s not falling. It gives me hope. Yet I still cramp, now I spot, & so my confidence in this cycle has waned considerably.

::eyes chart warily:: On the other hand, I do have this theory that if I am pg, implantation occurred yesterday at 10 dpo. It’s possible, and it would explain the spotting, the temp dip, and the BFN today. Or I could just stop being an over-analytical douche & take the BFN at face-value. Especially considering it’s our first cycle TTC.

Cycle #1 Douche Award of the Year goes to Blair.